♥ mixed up emotions...
Saturday, July 4, 2009 -{'11:07 AM
hey bloggyy...
sorri bro nvr update u .. i am just very happy wid the love i have...
and as well disappointed with family issues....
1stly .. thank allah(swt) for showing what is real affection,real friendship, real love..
the girl who changed the way i think in my life is really blessed
you may ask me why,...
well she is way elder than me and even elder then my sisters...
its okay with it. like the saying love is blind it is really.. sure..
she thinks the way i think though.. we get along very well alhamdulliah, i believe allah is the key...
too many words to describe for my happiness with her..
syg... u and i have alot of things to change i mean alot.. lets hold strong and cross one hurdle at a time will u be with me to change our life for the best ?
can we just put aside out past work as one
I love you!
2ndly... Family.....
yasmin maami: i owe you alot ma, u have been beside me for good n bad times... sorry i if i not calling you n stuffs.. im just drifting away after all what my family done to you ... u have gone through alot... and i am scared i will do it same to you , i cant trust myself.
sisters: i wish you good life ahead... from all my heart u guys found ur true love..
shirin: ur true life has started think b4 u do ka..
aneesha: u are my role model in stuffs ka... but u need to give in emotions abit more.. i realli am proud of u..
brother-in-laws: (imthiaz-machan..thats what i called u since day one i realli dont knw abt u how is ur lifestyle,ur character, but i knw one think u love my sister alot pls take care of her, and i want to realli mix with u bro even with small fun like going out...)(prithu-bro im abit scared of u idk why la .. but if i point mistake abt u n sally im just afraid to speak out coz of ur short tempered anger. its alot of stuffs to tlak bro but i just dug out a hole and buried in why ? coz u have been a good friend of mine, spendind some time to make me comfortable , actually i was expecting more bro, like even praying together ....but im happy of what i have now..
ther is more to come, only allah knws...best wishes to u guys.. u are a wise man who knws to think so good or bad my sis did pls forgive her...
Mum: i seriously cant get u ... u sometimes motivate me,then u get back into the black whole...
but i love u alot momma...pls mum dont just think of money. n stuffs ther is more...
Dad: U are just miles apart from the day i knw ,wht have u done tht made us happy or even u happy ?
cousins,family members: i love,respect,miss you guys
Thameem: whats Next ?